For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. (1 Corinthians 13:12 niv)
As part of the continuing joy of aging, for the past year or so, my vision has become gradually obscured due to the growth of cataracts. While I never claimed to have any understanding of divine acts, at least my earthly vision has always evidenced clarity. Many recent events, such as bullet-riddled first graders, financial cliffs, killer storms, and burning embassies, for a start, don't even qualify as a reflection in a mirror. They remain unfathomable, and probably forever inexplicable.
Lately, oncoming vehicle lights at night blossom into profuse haloes, punctuation marks blur to incomprehensibility, and bright sunshine creates a personal fog for me, which can’t be escaped. The only consolation through this experience has been that, when the visual obstacles become sufficiently advanced, medical intervention can occur.
Immediately, something like scales fell from Saul’s eyes, and he could see again. He got up and was baptized. (Acts 9:18)
Both of my eyes have been scheduled to be "de-scaled" during January. I pray that the surgeon's hand will strip the impediments away, and I will regain my earthly vision. Living my work-a-day life in a facilitated manner would seem miraculous to me, though I expect no divine revelations. Whether or not I will ever understand the incomprehensible, or could even deal with the pain of seeing horrors as clearly as I wish to see the world around me, I'll probably never know.
Heavenly Father, please give us clarity of vision, clarity of sight, clarity of thought, clarity of mind, and clarity of knowing. Amen.
Contributed by Carol
Monday January 14, 2013
Liturgical Year C: Week 7
Liturgical Color: White
Sunday Gospel reading:
Baptism of Our Lord